My life is so boring i might cry

I do absolutly nothing. nothing.
at all
The most interesting thing was a drive
I just thought i'd let the nobody that read this how intensely boring my life is
I feel like swearing and swearing until something changes or going and getting drunk and finding someone to hang out with

long time, no blog

Even though I highly doubt anyone ever comes here, and probably would be embarassed if they did, because i used to write some really freaking stupid stuff. Hi
lots happened, but doesn't really matter, i guess i just felt the compulsive need to write here again.
so, I'm sixteen now, which is intensely anti-climactic, which is so wrong. I mean it was supposed to be a big deal. I don't even get to enjoy the first few days of my new years instead i have to go to a stupid debate
LAME

you know?

I like that you're not too full of my thoughts blog
it seems like everyone fills cyberspace with their stories,
i'd rather fill the space within my home, to my friends.

also, because i've found one topic i absolutly can't discuss in real life. I'm nearly in love. but i've made strong promises to my best friend to end the affection and telling others is just weird
it'd be a lot easier to stop if he just stopped being so nice (and flirty? i CAN'T TELL) and everytime he tells me i'm pretty or to sit down, he'll get that for me i just want to hug him and not let go for a bit
and when he's sad like he was today I want to make it go away
and i'm a sappy teenager and every cliche

i wish i could be original but i don't think there's any room for new ideas anymore, they've been all used up already

lovely lovely

I love even the concept of spices, the word rolls off your tongue laden with rich flavours devoid of heavy overbearing factors, how nice and refreshing

spice of the day
saffron

I am

classy
streamlined
bohemian
granola
a little sporty
buisness
play

thats why my closet is overflowing

secrets

I'm too scared to send my real secret on a postcard, because i think the postman might see it and recognize me

i really want to yell at someone, loudly, about how they ruined my life
but no one has ruined my life, and i'd be scared how i looked

new year

one more high for 2006

the last hours of it
they were insane.
but I did love them, yes I did.

happy new year. may everything be better then it ever was and if it can't well let us be able to deal with the hardships